I just don't know anymore... The other day it hit me that I really don't know what I want to do with my life and what I want to go to school for. I was pretty sure I was going to go into nursing but lately I have been thinking that may not be the direction I want to go and to be honest I have no idea what I want to do! Part of it may be the fact that I am scared to make a decision because, what if I make a decision and I hate the decision I made? School isn't cheap and I don't really want to be in it for the rest of my life because I can't decide what I want to do. So while I was freaking out I decided it was time to call my mom because, she usually can talk me through a situation where I am stressed to the max and just want to curl up in a bawl and cry until I finally fall asleep and then I won't stress about it anymore. I am so glad I called her. She gave me some great advice which has really helped. I expressed to her that I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life and that I really just don't know what I want to do next year. I loved what she told me after I had expressed my concerns... She said, "Kelsey, you are only twenty years old your life doesn't have to be decided in a day and you don't have to know what you are going to do right this second" and you know what she is right!!! I am young and its okay that I have no clue what I am going to do. Its okay that I am scared to make a decision. Its okay that other people know what they are going to do with the rest of their lives and I don't. IT'S OKAY!
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